SYNERGY

This pain

That brought me 

To this land

Cannot leave.

When it does,

I might die

When it disappears,

I will lose

These sweet words

That mop up 

The bile

From the secret

Orifices of my brain

I will lose 

These healing words

In constant, 

Heated

Foreplay

With my heart

These tears

That wash

My soul out

And soak up

The night

With its overflow

Will dry up

When the pain leaves

I will die

It is madness

That haunts me

And pushes me 

Deep

Into the dark abyss

Of bitter memories

At night

It is the hunger

To have it

With me

That draws me

Into blazing fire - 

To the very edge

Of hell

I cannot

Stand 

To lose

What feeds

My fingers

And 

Lightens

My load

When she leaves

...

When this pain

Packs up

And leaves…

I will surely die.