BROKEN

I think of the trouble you put me through

And all the pain that leaves me blue

I think of the time I waste to grieve

And all the love you failed to give

I think of her; she stood aloof

She was too scared to tell the truth

I think of me in that dark, stinky room

Cold wind sweeping concrete floor like a broom

The rage in your eyes; who were you mad at?

Yourself, your destiny or this damned earth?

Do I help ease your pain when you see me cry

After I drag myself out from the dark corners of that sty?

The nightmares wake us up...

Yours not too  different from mine

We both rest on the devil's lap

We survive on bloody grime

It didn't have to be this way

Why didn't you let yourself stay sane?

No, you let them get to you...

And now I have gone crazy too

They sent you here, those ones, didn't they?

You spat on my sunlight and made it less gay

You uprooted them all...roses, blue bells

Violets, lavender, their comforting smells

You stripped me down to tears

Crimson tears laden with hell-inspired fears

And you danced around my fate

Making fun of my heart, laid in state

You took them all...all the sweetness, all the spice

You took them all...all the laughter, all the smiles

And now I have your eyes, filled with that rage

Like a wild animal, I should be caged

For I have this urge to strangle you

Slowly to death, yes that would do

Or I'd just damage a nerve or two

For all the trouble you put me through