Monday 27 February 2012

SCARS




I must be brave
When tomorrow comes
Those long gone
Were in my place once
I cannot doubt
I will not run
I must not cry
When tomorrow comes
Three moons ago,
I was on the other side
I watched...
Proud blossoming buds stood in line
Tears of joy were mingled with silent fears
"Customs do not die"
Say the ORACLES and SEERS
I must not tremble when tomorrow comes
This mirror resting between my thighs
Will no longer tell me
This blissful lie
Then, I'll be a woman...
I'll sit with the others
And their scars
I must be prepared when tomorrow comes
Mother, did you ever hide 
In your rooms and dream?
Dreading...
Those sharp dark blades...
Old wrinkled hands
Did you ever think of the loss?
Did you think of the pain?
Oh I must forget this nightmare
When tomorrow comes
When the cock crows,
I'll be first in line
I will adorn my waist
With the heaviest of beads
Rub scented Shea butter down 
Beyond my knees
I'll hold my head high
And as i lay down, legs apart
My heart will be full of joy
And my eyes, dry
I'd bless those old wrinkled hands

But for now just let me...
Let me look in this mirror one last time
Let me gaze at this beauty I see

When tomorrow comes, 
It will be another scar
My beauty will be nothing
Nothing
But a scar.


2 comments:

  1. more grease to your elbows.may l suggest that in order to readily drive your point home this poem be followed with a write-up.but,charley,FGM is really a wicked enterprise oo..those who perpetrate this evil should feel eternally sorry for themselves like these everlasting scars

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  2. Well this is interesting, because i actually did have a write-up attached to this, but i got more than one reader advising me to drop it and allowing people to simply read meaning into this. FGM is truly barbaric. totally inhuman!!!

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